I woke with a bad feeling so, today I'm a bit worse I use to. 

The work was a great torture every second. Gabi's saved my time - thanks!

I just wanted to be at home, but time extends at its maximum. To complete, when the job had over, and I got out, I was called back. Result: one hour and a half more of work.

Right, hard to tomorrow be worse that today was.

 After went at my friend - and old girlfriend - Jejeh, here I am, listening to Moptop, and soon maybe Nirvana or somekind of, and chatting with Vivi - hi there Vivi.

o/

Not to say I forgot, a "Hello" for you too Rafa.

Happy it seems huh?

"Quem nunca quis amar além do medo

Não vou tentar"

Wish You Were Here
Pink Floyd


So,
So you think you can tell
Heaven from Hell,
Blue skies from pain
Can you tell a green field
From a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?

Did they get you to trade
Your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
Did you exchange
A walk on part in the war
For a lead role in a cage?

How I wish, how I wish you were here
We're just two lost souls
Swimming in a fish bowl,
Year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have we found?
The same old fears
Wish you were here

Youtube

What a nice and confusing weekend this last one was!
A party at a place near here, nice music, dancing and drinks. Much drinks.
But I didn't get drunkard.
Then came talkings, which are what make me very confusing right now.
Since my relationship ended, many things have happened.

Never passed through it. Don't know how to act, how to react.
Wishing simply disappear.
Simply disappear.

Teatro Mágico's show was simply AMAZING!
Can't wait to be on another one.
Then this week has begun and the job is a bit complicated. I give a report about it.
Sleepiness has taken me as never before. Never had it before, and now I am sleepy a lot.

Nothing's too much new. Next weekend there is a supposed great party at a place near city and I will be there. It'll go daybreak through and hope a lot of friend to be there.

Well... that's it.

Here, a pic from the show.

I am sleepy here, and a bit drunken. My relationship has ended, at least it was very very ease. We simply decided it's better we be friends. What am I gonna be now?

After this first week alone in my new job, it seems to be easier I expected. It's flowing very well right now.

I am really sleepy, so sorry if something is wrong written.

Realejo
Teatro Mágico


Será que a sorte virá num realejo?
Trazendo o pão da manhã
A faca e o queijo
Ou talvez... um beijo teu
Que me empreste a alegria... que me faça juntar
Todo resto do dia... meu café, meu jantar
Meu mundo inteiro...
que é tão fácil de enxergar... E chegar

Nenhum medo que possa enfrentar
Nem segredo que possa contar

Enquanto e tão cedo
Tão cedo

Enquanto for... um berço meu
Enquanto for... um terço meu
Serás vida... bem vinda
Serás viva... bem viva
Em mim

Será que a noite vira num vilarejo
vejo a ponte que levara o que desejo
admiro o que há de lindo e o que há de ser... você

Enquanto for... um berço meu
Enquanto for... um terço meu
Serás vida... bem vinda
Serás viva... bem viva
Em mim

"Os opostos se distraem
Os dispostos se atraem"

New job has begun today.
It's a cool job, hard is the work. Hope get it as soon as possible, in fact I have not to much time anyway.
Weekend Jeh got down by alchool. I expect she never drink so much as she did.


"Nothing else matters"

Another Time
Edguy



The rain outside reminds me of your voice
Like everything I hear since you're not there
And distance doesn't leave me any choice
Than to meet you in a dream we still can share
In my dream I see your smile
But when I open up my eyes
I can't see anyone
Now that you have gone away
I wonder if we'll reach the day
That you will realize that we belong

I can't take it for granted
I remember your smile
I can't take it for granted
'Cause I know that our life is in line
For another day or life in another time
In another time, in another time

The pressure and the fear it made you blind
You thought you have to give some burden away
But are you really sure if it's required?
Don't you want to find out another day?

In my dream I see your smile
But when I open up my eyes
I can't see anyone
Now that you have gone away
I wonder if we'll reach the day
That you will realize that we belong

I can't take it for granted
I remember your smile
I can't take it for granted
'Cause I know that our life is in line
For another day or life in another time
In another time, in another time

I can't take it for granted - I can't take it
I remember your smile - I remember
I can't take it for granted - I can't take it
'Cause I know that our life is in line
For another day or life in another time
In another time, in another time

It's so tight within when we look to past and it glare at us like a storm destroying simply everything that is fragile. I am not a strong old oak. Most like a rose falling apart by every single weak whisper of wind. I get down; and the torrent pass through me, drown me and carry me to the deep well.
So I crawl - or try - to take a breath. What get into my lungs it's enough to carry on in this long and seemingly endless thing called life.

Those old and lasting memories which can like fire on skin stay on my mind - like ghosts? no! And yes, we of course have the present, as well pushing us on. And on. And on...
Inspiration go away.
All thing always go away.

"Victoria stared at his eyes, and he simply gave up to his love."

Who will maybe someday understand it?