These last days have been a mess. Lot of things happening as I look to solve the problems.
Went there, been another place, new informations and possibilities who can maybe come true this time, then go away in a week.
And that old inner feeling with hit inside.
There was OPIS. Some kind of sporting event we have to gather money to entities of the city. That was cool and released a lot my mind, mainly because I drank. Nice to had seen old friends as Vic, and met another ones like Faela. Then slept out of home reminds me the old times of crazy parties I had.

Some days of normal work, then I got noticed I could get that job. Went to Sampa - which bad events had occured I prefer not to comment - to make my job attest. We get today, I am writing here. Tomorrow there's a show on a neighboor city. C&X, a country couple. Probably I will be there. And so I hope, in this Sunday, been watching Batman. Lot of time I am waiting this movie, so hope watch it.


"Todo dia de manhã é nostalgia das besteiras que fizemos ontem"

Great weekend we - my friends and I - had. We enjoyed picnic in a neighbor city. That was cool, but a lot of friends did not are there. We walked a climbing then we got to a great stone. So we ate a lot of bad food like children.

So yesterday in Aikido, Allan, my next door friend, was there. I hope he begin to training with us, in fact, it'll be easier to myself train with a body size one like me.
Today was a great frustantion. I waited a almost 3Gb file downloaded then it was a wrong one. Well, at least I hope it work in some utility in future.

Hope I have something more interesting to post here in future as well.


"How rich in contrast love can be"
-Sopor Aeternus

I discovered something new yesterday.
It is called I-Doser.
I am trying it yet, so I will not talk to much about it.

Aikido was cool after all this very slow week. In the job the moviment of work was very slow.
Almost nothing were made by me and my comrade of work.
So now is friday and a party is occuring on a school near here. I am not there by a entirety of things. One is I have no will to go there and see same things and that certain person. Another is I am fine here.

"I'll never be open again"
-Space Dye-Vest
(Dream Theater)

Surfando Karmas & DNA


-Engenheiros Do Hawaii

Quantas vezes eu estive
cara à cara com a pior metade?
A lembrança no espelho,
a esperança na outra margem

Quantas vezes a gente sobrevive
à hora da verdade?
Na falta de algo melhor
nunca me faltou coragem

Se eu soubesse antes o que sei agora
erraria tudo exatamente igual...

Tenho vivido um dia por semana
acaba a grana, mês ainda tem
Sem passado nem futuro,
eu vivo um dia de cada vez

Quantas vezes eu estive
cara à cara com a pior metade?
Quantas vezes a gente sobrevive
à hora da verdade?

Se eu soubesse antes o que sei agora
iria embora antes do final...

Surfando karmas e DNA
eu não quero ter o que eu não tenho
não tenho medo de errar!

Surfando karmas e DNA
não quero ser o que eu não sou
eu não sou maior que o mar...

Surfando karmas e DNA...
na falta do que fazer, inventei a minha liberdade!!

Surfando karmas e DNA
não quero ter o que eu não tenho
não tenho medo de errar

Surfando karmas e DNA
não quero ser o que eu não sou
eu não sou maior que o mar

Last weekend was cool. I travelled to grandma's house to a party. It's cool change the atmosphere sometimes. Then I went to shopping, walked around and went to cinema.
Good movie I watched, it's called Wall-e. A Pixar and Disney new animation. Good movie.

Then the week has begun again and my motivation is that I've got a few films to watch.
Another things I have in fact, but I won't write about it so early.

I am not to well to write today, see you.


"Shadow without a light."

Yesterday was a good day. I got drunk. I drank like hell. So I vomited about 4 times at night through - if I can remember.
So ended the weekend, it is time to begin all again.
And so it is what happened.
Monday.
To wake, to work, to eat.
Girlfriend, Aikido, Computer and soon I will be in my bed watching TV, and reading.
Then, I will be hoping to dream this night to then, give me some agitation to my life.

Tudo tende ao Tédio.

Teoria
(Biquini Cavadão)

Eu sei que a vida inteira
Vou procurar desculpas pra mim mesmo
Pra tudo que eu faço, e o que fizer,
Das culpas me desfaço


Razões, as mais sinceras,
Vou formular, como se fosse teoria
E terei uma certeza que eu criei
E a mim mesmo explicaria

Mas tudo que eu faço hoje
Não é diferente do que antes eu fazia
Eu convencia o mundo inteiro
Só a mim mesmo, não convencia
Se tudo fosse teoria....

Eu quero explicar a todos o que sinto
Mas pareço acreditar que o tempo todo estou mentindo
Se Deus me explicasse, ao menos me conformaria
Mas como acreditar se Deus também é teoria.

Tudo que eu faço hoje
Não é diferente do que antes eu fazia
Eu convencia o mundo inteiro
Só a mim mesmo, não convencia
Se tudo fosse teoria...

I think this last night was the worst of my life.
I got a fever.
I almost couldn't sleep. I woke 10 minutes after another.
Then, today morning I did not go to work. Noon after I was there working.
All the same I could say.
I still a bit a bit ill a ease yet, but better. Rolling left to right on bed has given me a back-ache.
By this illness I did not go to aikido as well.

This week has passed so fast.
It seems like yesterday was the sunday, with that bored catolic party.
All year is the same.
It makes me remember two years ago. I was down. Crawling if I could say.
And she knows why.
Why can't I feel hate?



"You said: "hey, my love, I'm sorry but we can't go on 'cause
I'm in love with someone else"
Tell me, what do you want me to say
When you treat me this way"
-Last drop falls

Good. Valentine's Day. Great to celebrate an union between two people.
That is what I did. Got out with my girlfriend, we ate pancake with a pretty good juice. The bad was before it. As always I'd made a wrong thing. Idiot is the word that defines me.
A great one.

"Simple words can change the Universe."

Another normal day. And it makes me tedious. Boredom brings discontent thoughts.
Will all these discontent thoughts bring acts?
It is all that matters isn't it? Acts!
Acts and acts.
They are what moves the world, what moves life.