I am sleepy here, and a bit drunken. My relationship has ended, at least it was very very ease. We simply decided it's better we be friends. What am I gonna be now?

After this first week alone in my new job, it seems to be easier I expected. It's flowing very well right now.

I am really sleepy, so sorry if something is wrong written.

Realejo
Teatro Mágico


Será que a sorte virá num realejo?
Trazendo o pão da manhã
A faca e o queijo
Ou talvez... um beijo teu
Que me empreste a alegria... que me faça juntar
Todo resto do dia... meu café, meu jantar
Meu mundo inteiro...
que é tão fácil de enxergar... E chegar

Nenhum medo que possa enfrentar
Nem segredo que possa contar

Enquanto e tão cedo
Tão cedo

Enquanto for... um berço meu
Enquanto for... um terço meu
Serás vida... bem vinda
Serás viva... bem viva
Em mim

Será que a noite vira num vilarejo
vejo a ponte que levara o que desejo
admiro o que há de lindo e o que há de ser... você

Enquanto for... um berço meu
Enquanto for... um terço meu
Serás vida... bem vinda
Serás viva... bem viva
Em mim

"Os opostos se distraem
Os dispostos se atraem"

New job has begun today.
It's a cool job, hard is the work. Hope get it as soon as possible, in fact I have not to much time anyway.
Weekend Jeh got down by alchool. I expect she never drink so much as she did.


"Nothing else matters"

Another Time
Edguy



The rain outside reminds me of your voice
Like everything I hear since you're not there
And distance doesn't leave me any choice
Than to meet you in a dream we still can share
In my dream I see your smile
But when I open up my eyes
I can't see anyone
Now that you have gone away
I wonder if we'll reach the day
That you will realize that we belong

I can't take it for granted
I remember your smile
I can't take it for granted
'Cause I know that our life is in line
For another day or life in another time
In another time, in another time

The pressure and the fear it made you blind
You thought you have to give some burden away
But are you really sure if it's required?
Don't you want to find out another day?

In my dream I see your smile
But when I open up my eyes
I can't see anyone
Now that you have gone away
I wonder if we'll reach the day
That you will realize that we belong

I can't take it for granted
I remember your smile
I can't take it for granted
'Cause I know that our life is in line
For another day or life in another time
In another time, in another time

I can't take it for granted - I can't take it
I remember your smile - I remember
I can't take it for granted - I can't take it
'Cause I know that our life is in line
For another day or life in another time
In another time, in another time

It's so tight within when we look to past and it glare at us like a storm destroying simply everything that is fragile. I am not a strong old oak. Most like a rose falling apart by every single weak whisper of wind. I get down; and the torrent pass through me, drown me and carry me to the deep well.
So I crawl - or try - to take a breath. What get into my lungs it's enough to carry on in this long and seemingly endless thing called life.

Those old and lasting memories which can like fire on skin stay on my mind - like ghosts? no! And yes, we of course have the present, as well pushing us on. And on. And on...
Inspiration go away.
All thing always go away.

"Victoria stared at his eyes, and he simply gave up to his love."

Who will maybe someday understand it?

These last days have been a mess. Lot of things happening as I look to solve the problems.
Went there, been another place, new informations and possibilities who can maybe come true this time, then go away in a week.
And that old inner feeling with hit inside.
There was OPIS. Some kind of sporting event we have to gather money to entities of the city. That was cool and released a lot my mind, mainly because I drank. Nice to had seen old friends as Vic, and met another ones like Faela. Then slept out of home reminds me the old times of crazy parties I had.

Some days of normal work, then I got noticed I could get that job. Went to Sampa - which bad events had occured I prefer not to comment - to make my job attest. We get today, I am writing here. Tomorrow there's a show on a neighboor city. C&X, a country couple. Probably I will be there. And so I hope, in this Sunday, been watching Batman. Lot of time I am waiting this movie, so hope watch it.


"Todo dia de manhã é nostalgia das besteiras que fizemos ontem"

Great weekend we - my friends and I - had. We enjoyed picnic in a neighbor city. That was cool, but a lot of friends did not are there. We walked a climbing then we got to a great stone. So we ate a lot of bad food like children.

So yesterday in Aikido, Allan, my next door friend, was there. I hope he begin to training with us, in fact, it'll be easier to myself train with a body size one like me.
Today was a great frustantion. I waited a almost 3Gb file downloaded then it was a wrong one. Well, at least I hope it work in some utility in future.

Hope I have something more interesting to post here in future as well.


"How rich in contrast love can be"
-Sopor Aeternus

I discovered something new yesterday.
It is called I-Doser.
I am trying it yet, so I will not talk to much about it.

Aikido was cool after all this very slow week. In the job the moviment of work was very slow.
Almost nothing were made by me and my comrade of work.
So now is friday and a party is occuring on a school near here. I am not there by a entirety of things. One is I have no will to go there and see same things and that certain person. Another is I am fine here.

"I'll never be open again"
-Space Dye-Vest
(Dream Theater)

Surfando Karmas & DNA


-Engenheiros Do Hawaii

Quantas vezes eu estive
cara à cara com a pior metade?
A lembrança no espelho,
a esperança na outra margem

Quantas vezes a gente sobrevive
à hora da verdade?
Na falta de algo melhor
nunca me faltou coragem

Se eu soubesse antes o que sei agora
erraria tudo exatamente igual...

Tenho vivido um dia por semana
acaba a grana, mês ainda tem
Sem passado nem futuro,
eu vivo um dia de cada vez

Quantas vezes eu estive
cara à cara com a pior metade?
Quantas vezes a gente sobrevive
à hora da verdade?

Se eu soubesse antes o que sei agora
iria embora antes do final...

Surfando karmas e DNA
eu não quero ter o que eu não tenho
não tenho medo de errar!

Surfando karmas e DNA
não quero ser o que eu não sou
eu não sou maior que o mar...

Surfando karmas e DNA...
na falta do que fazer, inventei a minha liberdade!!

Surfando karmas e DNA
não quero ter o que eu não tenho
não tenho medo de errar

Surfando karmas e DNA
não quero ser o que eu não sou
eu não sou maior que o mar