...Then thou thinkest I insane?

...is because thou not knowest what is fall and cannot rise. Fall in the Underworld, see Mister Pain and Mistress Death very, very close saying: "Thy soul is lost..."
...is because thou art blind to the reality. Thou not seest the shadows cover thee and laugh of thy insignificance and mortal soul...
...is because thou not knowest what is have eyes gloating at thee at the night. Eyes which not allow the sleeping. Eyes which bring the fear.
...is because thou not knowest what is live against the Fate. Live condened to never smile really. Fight, even knowing the win is impossible. Locked in Destine's Hands.
...is because thou not feelest the affliction of the others. Their real feelings buried in the deep of their hearts, end not feelest them hitting thee within, being no possible put them out.
...is because thou not hast a heart full of cuts of the Time. Wounds which never stop to bleed. Thou not hast a mind deteriorated daily drowning into the deepest pit.
...is because thou not what is live cannot understanding why the others laugh and have to wear a joy mask to fake thine.
...is because thou not passest all life seeking for a answer, knowing that it is discover that wilt suffer to Eternity and after.
...Is because thou not hast suicidal thoughts all time and feelest desire to do it. To know, that this is the best way to end it all, but hast not courage to make it true.
...is because thou not what is hast not springs, only winters... not knowest what is seest all the world with palid colors, black and white, and have this paliness trespassing th inner.
...is because thou not knowest what is hast not faith and hope in the day of tomorrow. God exists, the Demon too, noe look around and tell who is winning?
I already have my conclusions...
...is because thou knowest what is hast thy beloved there without at least glipse at thee, and have to love with the eyes because more than it, thou knowest, wilt suffer more and more...
No, thou not knowest...