I think I am fading. It's funny how people cannot see things right under their noses.
I am just talk foolishes to others, and as always forgetting the main thing: to care myself.
It always was my mistake and it'll always be.

Right now I am thinking same things and doing same things.
In fact, I like it, and it really doesn't bother me, but I wonder when "world" will catch me to reality of our times.
Always pretending, always trying to be nice. How much time it'll long?